We don’t know who we help

When you are good at something, its easy to take it for granted. It’s easy because we’ve been taught that only the things we work hard at deserve any acknowledgement.

The things we do easily – that come almost naturally to us – happen to be the things we tell ourselves are not a big deal.

For me, writing is one of those things. It’s easy to do and it’s enjoyable and it comes almost effortlessly. I get embarrassed when I receive praise for it because I feel like a fraud.

In fact in my more self-deprecating moments, I tell myself that anyone can do what I do because… well… what I do is easy.

So easy in fact that if I stopped doing it, it wouldn’t be such a loss to anyone because it’s not like I was doing anything special. I was just writing about stuff. Anyone can do that, right?

Well, I am discovering (rather belatedly) that I do have a talent and that writing is that talent and that it is a big deal regardless of the ease with which it comes to me.

A while ago, I was going through a really rough patch and one of the things I wanted to do was quit writing and blogging. I figured no one would miss it anyway.

I didn’t think it would make any difference. I didn’t think it would register with anyone. Who would really notice or care about the absence of a column in a weekly or the staleness of an un-updated blog… or the silence of an authorial voice?

One of the reasons why the decision to quit writing and blogging seemed so simple was that I didn’t really feel like what I did was that important, or that it really mattered or made a difference to anyone.

If I stopped writing, I wouldn’t be hurting anyone because (after all) it wasn’t like my writing was actually helping anyone.

But the truth is when you are good at something you have a duty to do it to the best of your ability. We never know who we’re helping when we just choose to be the best version of ourselves we can be – and being the best often starts with making the most of our God-given talents.

In subtle ways, you make a difference. Even when you’re not aware of who you’re helping or whose life you’re impacting.

Be the best you can be. You owe the world that much and you owe yourself no less.

This picture is of me 10 years ago… I have always loved the blankness of a page – what have you always loved?

…of art, obscenity & the blurry divide

I am not much of an arts enthusiast, which is why it amazed me no end to find that I was actually hurt by the condemnation of a statue that I have known since childhood.

With the benefit of introspection – I think censorship offends me, grates against my convictions of freedom of expression, curtailing one’s liberty to create and therefore – I must of necessity reject it and rebel against its imposition.

Like a stubborn stain, the memory of that statue proudly gracing the Tower Block remains etched in my mind and although it was relocated and I never got to see it as often – in my frequent sojourns down memory lane, it is there.

'Looking into the future'...standing in nude splendor, facing oblivion(pic by Zenzele Ndebele)

I cannot really fathom why that statue should have earned my affection except perhaps it is the fact that it is interwoven to the many images that form are part of the quilt of fond remembrance.

All I know for certain is that I would have defended the right of that statue to exist as fervently as I would defend a living being. Perhaps that is the power of art – to draw emotion from those who would otherwise remained unaffected and nonchalant. And I think that is the power of the artist – the power to hypnotize, to lure and to ensnare.

Charles Rosin once said, “I can’t criticize what I don’t understand. If you want to call this art, you’ve got the benefit of all my doubts” and I wish the Censorship board had curbed the excesses of its unbridled zeal and allowed that wonderful statue the benefit of the doubt.

Before I start sounding cryptic, I better share the story of the statue that got under my skin and that now inspires this blog entry.

25 years ago a man spent three months making a sculpture, he moulded using clay, and then wielded pieces of metal over the clay before destroying the clay and leaving the metal form. The statue stood over 3 metres tall and depicted a nude man staring into the distance; it became known as ‘Looking into the future’.

condemned: the genius of Adam Madebe (pic by Priscilla Sithole)

It is said that a great artist is always before his time or behind it; Adam Madebe sculpted a statue that would prove to be ahead of his intolerant society. His award-winning statue was once dismissed by a Government Minister who described it as a “monumental and ghastly” statue that had to be banned in order “to protect Zimbabweans against its corrupting and perverting influence”.

I wonder what is perverse about scrap metal moulded in the shape of the human figure – I doubt very much that there will be any women suddenly getting an attack of sexual arousal by gazing at its beautifully outlined metal nudity.

But then, I could be wrong. What I am certain of is that there is a very blurry line between some forms of art and vulgarity – what others celebrate as being artistic, others find obscene and ghastly.

What has troubled me since is that this statue was now domiciled at the Bulawayo Gallery and if such pieces of art are not safe, welcome or deemed appropriate in an art gallery, I ask with tears in my eyes – where else do they belong?

Art is a lie that makes us realize truth - Pablo Picasso

Now there remains another nude statue that stood an arm’s length from the condemned one gracing the gallery and it amuses me no end, to see how the more ‘prim and proper’ members of the public avert their eyes as they pass by.

Makes me wonder, are we that finicky as a people?